In the last month or so I’ve:
How have ya’ll been?
No I haven’t abandoned it. Just kind of forgot about it.
Thank you. I am so beyond thankful that we get to stay together.
Ariel’s orders changed and now he will be going to Korea for a year without me.
Our first year of marriage will be spent apart. I should have known that would happen.
I’m just depressed.
Ariel’s mom and I were planning on going down to see him graduate AIT on Tuesday. His best friend also decided to go. She made a huge fuss about not wanting to share a hotel room with him and insisted that I pay for a second hotel room even though I’m paying for every cent of this trip.
And then she has the audacity to say that she was only making the trip to “do me a favor and not to see Ariel”
WHAT THE EVER LOVING HELL?! YOU’RE ONLY SON IS LEAVING THE COUNTRY FOR 2 YEARS AND YOU COULDNT BE BOTHERED TO GO?!
I guess all she wanted out of me was a free road trip.
It breaks my heart to know that my husband still hasn’t gotten his Valentine’s gift from me, even though ups says it was delivered on valentines day.
I hate knowing that he’s depressed because he can’t come home and won’t see me for more than 5 hours before he has to leave again.
I hate not being able to help him.
I can’t believe there are assholes out there who aren’t even handicap who park in the handicap parking spots.
I don’t even like going into the handicap bathroom stalls because my worst fear in life is coming out of one and a person in a wheelchair just sitting there looking up at me like, “Bitch I get one of these stalls and you’re not even fucking handicapped and you just went into the handicap one because there’s more room.”
So funny story like this: one time I went into a bathroom that was completely empty except for one person who happened to be in the accessible stall. I quietly stood waiting for her to finish. She was in there for like…10 minutes so I knocked on the door and told her that someone was waiting for her stall. She rudely told me to use another, but instead of responding, I waited for her to come out. “I wish I could” was all I said as she looked me up and down when she exited. She felt so bad she cried as she ran out the door.
So this is what happens when you tell your two gay dads that they’re going to be grandpas.
I cried. I love videos like these.
I miss my husband. Being without him sucks so much. It hurts knowing that I can’t comfort him when he’s having a bad day or that I can’t be held when I need to cry. I hate not knowing when I’ll sleep next to him or feel the warmth of him.
I don’t do distance well.