Remember that time when I started to make Youtube videos?

I’ve been told by various people that I should do that again. It’s been so long that I don’t even know what to talk about anymore. I’ll leave the link below to my channel and you can tell me what you think I should do. Kay? Kay.

Videos here!

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  • #disability #cerebral palsy #milso
  • 4 days ago
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I’ve been neglectful

In the last month or so I’ve:

  • Moved to Fort Bragg, North Carolina with Ariel
  • Got back in the swing of being a married person
  • Been really home sick
  • Managed to furnish a household on like, no money
  • Missed tumblr a lot.

How have ya’ll been?

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  • 1 week ago
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Hi I’m not dead!

I just forgot my password for a while. Go figure.

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  • 1 month ago
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  • Anonymoushey there, lovely! Do you still keep your other blog or have you abandoned it?
  • No I haven’t abandoned it. Just kind of forgot about it.

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  • 1 month ago
  • companioncube76Love the new layout! I usually just watch the dashboad, but I thought I had missed some stuff. That is nice you will get to stay together. :o)
  • Thank you. I am so beyond thankful that we get to stay together.

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  • 1 month ago
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We will be stationed somewhere in the US

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  • 1 month ago
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I should have known better than to hope

Ariel’s orders changed and now he will be going to Korea for a year without me.

Our first year of marriage will be spent apart. I should have known that would happen. 

I’m just depressed. 

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  • #deployment
  • 2 months ago

I need a hug or an orgasm.

(via darkshining)

I’m gonna go with both.

(via flawless-dream)
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  • 2 months ago
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What the Ever Loving Hell?

Ariel’s mom and I were planning on going down to see him graduate AIT on Tuesday. His best friend also decided to go. She made a huge fuss about not wanting to share a hotel room with him and insisted that I pay for a second hotel room even though I’m paying for every cent of this trip.

And then she has the audacity to say that she was only making the trip to “do me a favor and not to see Ariel” 


I guess all she wanted out of me was a free road trip.


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  • 2 months ago
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It breaks my heart to know that my husband still hasn’t gotten his Valentine’s gift from me, even though ups says it was delivered on valentines day.

I hate knowing that he’s depressed because he can’t come home and won’t see me for more than 5 hours before he has to leave again.

I hate not being able to help him.

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  • 2 months ago
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I can’t believe there are assholes out there who aren’t even handicap who park in the handicap parking spots. 

I don’t even like going into the handicap bathroom stalls because my worst fear in life is coming out of one and a person in a wheelchair just sitting there looking up at me like, “Bitch I get one of these stalls and you’re not even fucking handicapped and you just went into the handicap one because there’s more room.”


So funny story like this: one time I went into a bathroom that was completely empty except for one person who happened to be in the accessible stall. I quietly stood waiting for her to finish. She was in there for like…10 minutes so I knocked on the door and told her that someone was waiting for her stall.  She rudely told me to use another, but instead of responding, I waited for her to come out. “I wish I could” was all I said as she looked me up and down when she exited. She felt so bad she cried as she ran out the door.

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  • #army
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Get to Know Me, Get to Know me Uncomfortably Well

  • 1. What is you middle name?
  • 2. How old are you?
  • 3. What is your birthday?
  • 4. What is your zodiac sign?
  • 5. What is your favorite color?
  • 6. What's your lucky number?
  • 7. Do you have any pets?
  • 8. Where are you from?
  • 9. How tall are you?
  • 10. What shoe size are you?
  • 11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
  • 12. What was your last dream about?
  • 13. What talents do you have?
  • 14. Are you psychic in any way?
  • 15. Favorite song?
  • 16. Favorite movie?
  • 17. Who would be your ideal partner?
  • 18. Do you want children?
  • 19. Do you want a church wedding?
  • 20. Are you religious?
  • 21. Have you ever been to the hospital?
  • 22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?
  • 23. Have you ever met any celebrities?
  • 24. Baths or showers?
  • 25. What color socks are you wearing?
  • 26. Have you ever been famous?
  • 27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?
  • 28. What type of music do you like?
  • 29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
  • 30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
  • 31. What position do you usually sleep in?
  • 32. How big is your house?
  • 33. What do you typically have for breakfast?
  • 34. Have you ever fired a gun?
  • 35. Have you ever tried archery?
  • 36. Favorite clean word?
  • 37. Favorite swear word?
  • 38. What's the longest you've ever gone without sleep?
  • 39. Do you have any scars?
  • 40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
  • 41. Are you a good liar?
  • 42. Are you a good judge of character?
  • 43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?
  • 44. Do you have a strong accent?
  • 45. What is your favorite accent?
  • 46. What is your personality type?
  • 47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
  • 48. Can you curl your tongue?
  • 49. Are you an innie or an outie?
  • 50. Left or right handed?
  • 51. Are you scared of spiders?
  • 52. Favorite food?
  • 53. Favorite foreign food?
  • 54. Are you a clean or messy person?
  • 55. Most used phrased?
  • 56. Most used word?
  • 57. How long does it take for you to get ready?
  • 58. Do you have much of an ego?
  • 59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
  • 60. Do you talk to yourself?
  • 61. Do you sing to yourself?
  • 62. Are you a good singer?
  • 63. Biggest Fear?
  • 64. Are you a gossip?
  • 65. Best dramatic movie you've seen?
  • 66. Do you like long or short hair?
  • 67. Can you name all 50 states of America?
  • 68. Favorite school subject?
  • 69. Extrovert or Introvert?
  • 70. Have you ever been scuba diving?
  • 71. What makes you nervous?
  • 72. Are you scared of the dark?
  • 73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
  • 74. Are you ticklish?
  • 75. Have you ever started a rumor?
  • 76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?
  • 77. Have you ever drank underage?
  • 78. Have you ever done drugs?
  • 79. Who was your first real crush?
  • 80. How many piercings do you have?
  • 81. Can you roll your Rs?"
  • 82. How fast can you type?
  • 83. How fast can you run?
  • 84. What color is your hair?
  • 85. What color is your eyes?
  • 86. What are you allergic to?
  • 87. Do you keep a journal?
  • 88. What do your parents do?
  • 89. Do you like your age?
  • 90. What makes you angry?
  • 91. Do you like your own name?
  • 92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?
  • 93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?
  • 94. What are you strengths?
  • 95. What are your weaknesses?
  • 96. How did you get your name?
  • 97. Were your ancestors royalty?
  • 98. Do you have any scars?
  • 99. Color of your bedspread?
  • 100. Color of your room?
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  • 2 months ago
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So this is what happens when you tell your two gay dads that they’re going to be grandpas.

I cried. I love videos like these.

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  • 2 months ago
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I miss my husband. Being without him sucks so much. It hurts knowing that I can’t comfort him when he’s having a bad day or that I can’t be held when I need to cry. I hate not knowing when I’ll sleep next to him or feel the warmth of him.

I don’t do distance well.

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